Ever got that feeling that you just wanna give up so badly and how easy it is to just land on your knees and concede but you JUST CAN'T , as you think about all your other friends and people going through this with you ?
Long question with terrible punctuation but it's been a question in my mind since season has started. As in , people might think that dance training is all that matters and people survive , but what they don't see , is the pressure and effort that one has to go through , of course , with many instances of self-sacrifice la in the mixture.
Don't get me wrong , I'm not whining about it , ( just continued to type on some words to defend myself but deleted them all because I AM WHINING)
But I know all this will not get to me and that I will work as hard as I can , be it during dance training , or schoolwork , and that ill have the discipline to pull through my self-imposed food ban and 3.4km runs and gym sessions because I know that all this will be worth it , and all I need to do is to suck it up.
Oh yeah , speaking of which , I'm gonna age pretty soon. All of my secondary school life I've been wanting to the day to come but now that it actually has , the feeling is basically much less poignant. Just praying that this year no _________ will fall and that ill be wiser and more mature in my THinking.
That's all 
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