Assurance

I need someone to tell me that all this will be worth it in the end. 

It's tough to be fighting a war alone and it's just you , your body , and your self discipline. 

Others can only stand at the side and observe and give encouragement  at best. It's like peering though a glass box and all you see , is me in it , fighting for something that doesn't seem to be happening , not even close. 

But I've come so far , approximately one month or so , so what can I do except for bring my teeth and just pressing on ? But I'm really fearful for when the day comes and all people see is not results. 

That's the thing isn't it ? No matter how people try to deny it , it is always the final outcome that people judge against , (of course , unless it's their own life story) 

But it's fine , "achievement does not determine your worth" and so should it be the case for me. 

Kinda like a self-therapy session for me hahahah but yeah. 

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