Humans.

Humans can be so complicated at times.

And who would've known that your greatest fears might turn out ok after all ?

And yes , sorry for yet another nonsensical post.

You love me
Xo

Ps, gossip girl is back in town bitches

Dream.

Hi I just woke up from this very eerie and surprising dream.

Not the kind that is filled with ghosts but a dream that sparks mortifying revelations in my mind.

Just like a forbidden fruit.

It's just like something that you must not do and can never have, not to mention imagine. But it is also that something that pulls hard at you from deep within your subconscious.

How can dreams feel so real ? I could literally feel it physically , but more importantly, emotionally. It fired me up so much and sent all my emotions and feelings flying all around and it left me so drained out in the morning.

Can dreams turn true ? I would kill for it to be so.


And what might it be ?
That's THE secret I'll never tell
You know you love me
Xoxo

Temptation.

My motivator

Heart-attack

Hey, I had this really super mood to actually do math today so I spent my entire day doing a math and

It felt good.

Apologies for the wordy posts, I haven't seem to master the skill of adding photos.


Well as the title suggests, heart-attack oh not me of course no no. It's my fish. So while I was sprawling on my bed in my room , sneaking an instagram read , my dad popped his his head into the room and excitedly invited me out.

It turned out that one of my pregnant fish , yeah , PREGNANT. Was supposedly having a heart attack.

I don't know if I should be saying this but those who might judge, please stay away now.

Yeah, the fish had a heart attack and was zipping out of the water surface from time to time. Then.......

IT DIED.


DUH. But what my father did was gross and brave. Because the mum was just dead , the little premature embryos were still living , thus, my dad used two satay sticks to POKE. (yes poke) the belly of the fish , and just like a C-section , excavated the premature fry out. (fry = small fish)

Some moved some didn't. Others moved and didn't after awhile. It was saddening.

Heh. I must have bored you with this little even that happened.


Xoxo
N

Below is a photo of a lil cute boy I intend on kidnapping. Good bye ;)

Listen

Bloody hell I will not allow you to do this to me. I will NOT have HFMD please please I must not have it

husbands

My love

PooT

Well today was an utter disaster. Well at least math was a lil better though , at least I felt comfortable answering the questions. MUCH more comfortable

Basically today was quite a disaster, well I repeated that eh ? If I'm not wrong it's something called alliteration ? HAHAHAH guess not ?

Also , if you would like some tips on being the perfect bitchy queen , please feel free to look up bitchy guide 101 at my pal's blog :
Theprettyan.bs.com
Well, she does act like it but she is a pretty one at that , so , yeah , judge away.

Well that was quite random wasn't it ?

Yeah ,I get that a lot.

P.s my dad sounds creepy when he vomits. Yes he has it too . Poor him

P.s.s christian grey is the hottest fictional guy ever. EAT THAT UP.
And , yes , JUDGE away.

Oh yeah, you know you love me,
Xoxo
N

Wither

So I guess being sick really sucks after all.

Managed to pull through the geography paper in the hall but I was utterly disappointed with my seconds Lorms. I knew I could have done it but I just couldn't. Sigh.

Went to see the doctor while skipping the biology paper today , I honestly hope the class did well:) talked to lips and she said I could get the paper afterwards so yeah .... Sigh , I worked hard for biology and yet I couldn't take the paper just because my body couldn't take it. Seriously pissed off with the fact that I am such a weakling.

Anyway , the doctor gave me a jab after I told him I needed a fast cure. Well, my dad suggested the jab anyway. But after the jab it was when things started to turn real crazy.

Firstly , a few minutes after the jab , I felt as if I was going to collapse. I felt really breathless and I had to lie down very awkwardly. Even then my dad took no notice of me. I struggled to breathe and my vision turned black , with only remnants of my actually visit being seen , the woman at the counter spoke to me about the medicine but I couldnt hear anything. My head was to clouded. Then my dad led me out of the clinic and I collapsed. He brought me back and I was told to lie down on a bed. My head was spinning so violently I felt like puking out everything , yet again.

Turns out that my blood sugar level went way below the normal levels and it was dangerous for me to walk , especially after the jab. Thanks to my no-breakfast routine.

Feeling better now I guess , even though I still feel so miserable. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. Hate it when I worry people . That's the last thing I want to do.
X,
N

Near

The burnout is near. I can just feel it.

Did you know I am now planning to give up my study session for one chapter of history just because my body said it was too lazy !

Sigh I HATE this.

Why am I so bloody lazy ?
This is not good.

Anyway, I guess I can't call Leila at 12 then but anyways , if you do see this post , please wish Leila a happy sweet sixteen.

X

Scar-gone.

It's amazing how three people can have such a bond so close. The feeling is really heart-warming

Mood : 75

Xoxo
N

P.s : I DONT do It , just screw off

Sheesh

People have GOT to understand the importance of cooling their tits even when they are pissed.

Girls and Guys and FB these days TSK

Lesigh. I'm beginning to sound like a spinster.

Toodles,
Your brown next door.

Fish

My fish laid eggs. I am now a father.

My inner goddess sits on a lotus pad.