Disaster

Exhausting

Just trying to squeeze a post out wit the limited free time I have (and yes , I am again typing on the toilet seat , just , not pooping.)

Well as my title goes, this routine of mine, together with my close friends , has certainly proved to be both mentally and physically exhausting to developing teenagers like us. I may not show it, I certainly felt very drained out when it came down to actually DOING work during night study.

discovery: I focus very well when I am studying with Huey yan , I hope she feels the same way too. Accomplished a chemistry paper two during the last hour of night study. We were just really focused and I look forward to similar study sessions! (well , except for a little spat because of seating preference.seriously irritating, make up your mind bro)

Anyway, I came back and did my thang, and settled down to complete the Chinese homework and the math paper. Did a little bit of math. Yeah I should have known not to put math at the final leg of my study session( stupid , you should have know)
Yep that pretty much concludes my tiring day , not to mention the silly competition thingy Renee kept trying to upkeep HAHAHAH .

XOXO
N
ps. I am not sure if I am a little irritable or just plain annoying. Why do I keep having the feeling like whatever I do is wrong? Anyway to all the people I've pissed off today , well yesterday , I am sorry and I shall reward you with ummy muffins" as an apology and I will change to make y'all happy again ;)

P/s/s did you know how pretty hyuna is ? PEE KA CHEW

Look down and be amazed

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Before I begin with anything , here is an APOLOGY to my loyal reader F, who has been complaining about my infrequent amount of posts lately. Well I must say that I've been really busy , either I was studying or sleeping (yes,sleeping is a BASIC human RIGHT). Other than that , I was just plain lazy to post anything! For that I apologize to the sweetest girl who has problems herself too . Cheer up F! Present this blog post to me to claim a free hug from me ! No strings attached !
Anyway , I have decided too cancel out all of my social networking accounts with an exception of blogger and WHATSAPP , my only two sources of information. This decision was largely prompted by my dad (yet again) for having a perfect timing in his urinary bladder and to walk past my room while I was in the midsts of scrolling down tweets in the middle of my precious five minute break.

Basically it wasn't only that, there this other issue that bothered me SO much but I shall not mention it here lest my father decides to stalk me (yes , YET AGAIN)

So after all the disappointments and "I am such a letdown" episodes that have been running on a repetition in my mind for these few days, I have decided yesterday that I will not let my life swing out of control. I have worked , so VERY hard since the start of this year and I am determined to make my effort worth it. EVERY single piece of worksheet.


So here's the plan. Seven weeks to the next preliminary exams, in this seven weeks , (well, six actually) I will do another round of notes for ALL my humanities subjects , ALL for science , and I will finished my EMATH TYS and also bio and chemistry TYS . Please note that this is purely an expectation that I give myself and I do not mean to throw anyone off edge or anything. This is because I want to actually work hard and try for one more time to see if hard work and practice really matters in my results.

Well, FYI this post is being solely typed out when I was In the toilet (I still am) , sitting on the toilet bowl , so yeah , no judging .

In a few moment I'm going to let it rain over me and mix fragrant esters onto my skin and fit in plastics benathe my thick eyelids. This is in preparation to visit gardens by the bay for the STAR concert. I'm mainly going there for my 4MINUTE ladies and maybe a lil of boys like girls. Not much of a fan but I certainly am excited to hear from a world class band/group(?)

So goodbye everyone. I'll be updating about the concert soon ! Goodbye !

XOXO
N

Diminished

  Hello my dears. It certainly has been awhile since I have last blogged. So much for wanting to keep this blog alive by constantly updating. Anyway, as you might already have known, the preliminary exams have officially came to an end. Not gonna say that it was a complete relief for me, thinking back at all the horrible work I have down in on my scripts. Don’t even get me started on my amath paper.

  Well so, after the sorta horrendous biology paper today (to me it was frightful, not sure about you kiddos out there), we travelled to clement mall by bus, whereby my embarrassing tale was being made known. *digs a hole and hide*. It was a total embarrassing situation then.

  Fortunately, we were able to get by that miserable phase and we went to the mart to accompany the others to buy stuff for their supposed red velvets. We saw how expensive macaroons where and I was like : SIAN.

  I seriously don’t get why macaroons are so expensive. Its like denying the underprivileged(financially), like YOURS SINCERELY a CHANCE to actually TASTE such heavenly delicacies. Unless you go to those pasar malam whereby I suppose they sell 翻版 macaroons made from red bean and stuff. Only these people below can gorge on the delicious macaroons below everyday like they are rice.

Moving on, Leila and I met up with my lower sec clique-mates (always a mystery how Leila manages to mingle around with anyone she finds) and realised that we were a shade too early for our lunch at seoul garden. An hour and a half to be exact. The wait was so depressing that we waited outside this kate love shop observing these people setting up thir stalls to sell fake renoma underwear at $10 for five pieces. Was quite tempted to buy oooops. Im sorry.

  Well yeah, so that was how my afternoon went. Actually went to IMM to shop with Leila and we walked around a whole hospital and realised later that we were foolish enough to take the epicly long route. Fortunately for us, we got each other’s company and we kept laughing on the way in spite of the blazing sun

  Anyway I got a cotton on shoe for a price that is unbelievably cheap but I shall not say lest people call me cheapo. I also went to daiso to get some stuffs with Leila. An embarrassing incident happened to Leila there that had thrown me into paroxysms of laughter.

Yeah so here I am now, with my swollen eyes barely withstanding the weight of my fat eyelids. Cried quite abit just now but I guess I am fine now ok I shall just end here

XO,

N

Me

Cute

Shatoosh

Me and my friends

Pleasant

Shall rush a quick blogpost before I sleep !

Firstly, I would like to wish Ryan, a friend of mine, a member of JFARGSYWONDER, a joyous and happy birthday ! I certainly hope that he has had a fantastic one so far amid all the studying that he has to do for his literature exam. Nonetheless, I do wish him well in all his future endeavors! I would also like to thank him for adding so much color to my upper secondary life, without him , I would certainly have missed out on many interesting stuff! Even though we make fun of him at times , I do hope that he knows that we actually do love him . THAT MUCH .

Aww wasn't that sappy ? Well I've decided to just read through my Amath textbook , given that my fate has been sealed ever since my horrible andouille flop at trying to attempt for a pass in the paper two component . Oh well..... I'll try harder (confessions of a loser)

I hope that I can make it pass tomorrow because that would actually mark the beginning of the end of the preliminary examinations ! Nonetheless , I wish everyone of my friends luck in the upcoming papers. THE END is near guys.

XOXO,
N

P/s : if you've noticed , I've actually used long forms for many words that I could've save time by using short forms , I did it with an intention to increase the length of my post . For that , I apologize .

P/s/s : it was magical to be actually talking to you after what happened . I hope that I can get over what happened and things will be better
*blushestothemax*

Morning

Tracks

anyway, before i go , i just wanna say that this song has been running tracks round my head today

Paranoia

I believe that we were all meant to be together

  Meet the nine people above. Can you see them? Yeah, these are the people whom I have since, from mere acquaintances, grown up with to become a loving group of nine. We go by the name of JFARGSYWONDER. Starting from the name JFARGS, coined in by the six little girls in my life and later it evolved into JFARGSY, with an addition of another member. Someone who has made an equally huge impact on my life. And then, moving on, the guys names were made into the term. They have given me strength, support and comfort during tough times and provided me with fun, joy, and laughter during happy moments. Therefore, I am dedicating this portion of my post to these people. Thank you for moulding me into a better person and I really hope that we can spend quality time together, even after we have our kids. Maybe we just might spend our twilight years playing mah-jong with each other and hao-lianing how far our children have reached in their life.

  Well, I was searching through my laptop, looking for stuff that might just be a wee bit more interesting than more pure history revision, I uncovered hundreds of photographic memories, each with a story behind them and i look forward to post It up. Well, other than those 7 princesses and 2 princes(?),there are tons of photos of others who have also played an important role in my life story, so also look forward to sharing them with you.

 Its now 1.41a.m and I am now sitting in front of my laptop, trying to make my blog post as interesting as possible while I fight a battle with this man called 周公. Basically what I have done today may be summarised into one word.SLACK.

  Today (yesterday) hasn’t been a good day given that I had to miss two interesting events just to stay at home to “study”. First up, I missed going to what would have been my virgin experience at the Pink Dot event 2012, hosted by the Queen Kumar, Sharon Au and this guy that I just can’t seem to remember his name, something beh ? oops. Anyway , the Pink Dot event is basically an event to call for ‘Freedom to love’.

SO , what is the freedom to love ?

  Essentially, to me, the freedom to love is to be able to love whoever you want, without having to come under the close scrutiny of the public, and being pressurised to “un-love” someone just because the society “forbids” such behaviour. Anyway , that is what I feel. I hope that you might have the same stand.

Also, I missed out on a chance to meet some amazing singers! I think most of ya’ll might have gotten wind that jayesslee were in town and were performing live at takashimaya. I would really have loved to join my my girls yan and suan to hear those amazing singers sing live. Too bad i am practically chained to my study desk literally.

  Ok I guess that pretty much rounds up what I have to say for today, except the fact  that I am totally exasperated and frustrated at instagram for not working. I still am angry as It is still screwing me up. So I guess ill just let it be and pretend to be so delightfully surprised when It works when I wake up.

  Its going to be yet another tough week to go through but on a lighter note, Leila and I are going to have a great meal at seoul garden buffet ! I AM SO EXCITED TO EAT COCK…..CLES AND I CAN JUST LITERALLY TASTE IT.

Anyway, thanks for taking your time to read my wordy and dry blog post.

XOXO,

N