Day two . Let's go !
By the way , I imagined
anastasia as Blair waldorf
Kate as Diana from TSC
Jose as navid
And finally who is Christian grey ?
That's a secret I'll never tell
XOXO
random photo of the moment
i am socially awkward
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Fired
All fired up for my papers tomorrow !
Shall take a long nap for more energy to face tomorrow.
XOXO
N
Ps I never knew Raphael was the same age as me °0°
Shall take a long nap for more energy to face tomorrow.
XOXO
N
Ps I never knew Raphael was the same age as me °0°
Monday, August 27, 2012
Thinking
Today, I have gone into many deep thoughts of my own.
Never mind I'm too lazy. Those thoughts are rather negative anyway to don't bother
X
Never mind I'm too lazy. Those thoughts are rather negative anyway to don't bother
X
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Vortex
What I feel now, is that my life is spinning out of control.
Sure I have my friends to back me up.
They always do.
But essentially, I just feel constantly distracted by my thoughts about impossible scenarios and ponder over it. This cannot go on.
"My ice cold heart shall not feel.
No matter how many times fates tries to drill"
Well recently I realized that my blog is all about emotional exploration of myself and not exactly about my life so , yeah , read on if you wanna know more about me, of which , i guess Is a big messed up picture.
People care about people, who care about themselves
XOXO
Oh by the way , YOU'RE the bitch
Sure I have my friends to back me up.
They always do.
But essentially, I just feel constantly distracted by my thoughts about impossible scenarios and ponder over it. This cannot go on.
"My ice cold heart shall not feel.
No matter how many times fates tries to drill"
Well recently I realized that my blog is all about emotional exploration of myself and not exactly about my life so , yeah , read on if you wanna know more about me, of which , i guess Is a big messed up picture.
People care about people, who care about themselves
XOXO
Oh by the way , YOU'RE the bitch
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Boogling
Days like this, they take you on an emotional roller coaster.
Why does it always seem that when you are genuinely happy at times, life never lets you have the luxury of
Savouring the moment by throwing something negative at such timings?
People are multi-faceted. You can throw stones and rocks in every direction and Find no one with the same reaction to a particular situation
Mind-boggled ?
In essence, us people treat our circumstances differently. Some may react with anger, others, grief.
And it is this particular trait of ours that gives rise to conflicts.
What I may love may be what you abhore.
What I define as a jerk may be considered by you as an angel.
And since we CANNOT , and should not try to make everyone happy by creating a situation whereby everyone is happy, we should come to terms with the fact that , not everything we do strikes people the right way.
And NO. I am not trying to encourage feather ruffling 24/7. But to put one point across. We should understand why people react in their way to their situation at hand, not just putting your foot down adamantly and insist that what you say is right.
Since we cannot change the world, why not we change for the world ?
By the way , I know better to add that whatever I've said above is from what I feel these days and they never are meant to flame anyone so to speak .
Anyway, I never knew waffle cakes could be so delicious , and heart-warming .
XO,
N
Just like broken glass, it leaves a scar ,
You say
It will remain broken unless we salvage it
I say.
Just like broken glass.
Why does it always seem that when you are genuinely happy at times, life never lets you have the luxury of
Savouring the moment by throwing something negative at such timings?
People are multi-faceted. You can throw stones and rocks in every direction and Find no one with the same reaction to a particular situation
Mind-boggled ?
In essence, us people treat our circumstances differently. Some may react with anger, others, grief.
And it is this particular trait of ours that gives rise to conflicts.
What I may love may be what you abhore.
What I define as a jerk may be considered by you as an angel.
And since we CANNOT , and should not try to make everyone happy by creating a situation whereby everyone is happy, we should come to terms with the fact that , not everything we do strikes people the right way.
And NO. I am not trying to encourage feather ruffling 24/7. But to put one point across. We should understand why people react in their way to their situation at hand, not just putting your foot down adamantly and insist that what you say is right.
Since we cannot change the world, why not we change for the world ?
By the way , I know better to add that whatever I've said above is from what I feel these days and they never are meant to flame anyone so to speak .
Anyway, I never knew waffle cakes could be so delicious , and heart-warming .
XO,
N
Just like broken glass, it leaves a scar ,
You say
It will remain broken unless we salvage it
I say.
Just like broken glass.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Monday, August 20, 2012
Swing
Ugh why can't I control my emotions. I'm getting angry and irritated by the wrong people for the wrong reasons
Thursday, August 16, 2012
Food
Today has been a relatively happy day given that I've had an enjoyable experience in the oral examination. My only hope is that I'll be able to get the results it had expected.
Badminton today was quite enjoyable for me :) tagged up with halim and we really enjoyed ourselves laughing at how we miss our shots HAHAHAH halim.
Well so I'm here now , deciding to not do my Chinese essay , well theoretically after I've done about 90% of it already. Aish what a loser I am , not persisting .
Oh I'm supposed promote positive thinking ! Sorry ok moving on
Oh but what is there to move on ?
Oh yeah
I had a very nice little chat on whatsapp with this special friend of mine and that made me really happy ! It's so wonderful that friends are able to make you smile in every situation.
Oh ANDDDDD I mastered an handstand today !!!!!!
Mood meter : 80%
Why do I always think that people are referring to myself when they are complaining about a particular person
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Lcy
Turns out I couldn't sleep because I was stalking some people on instagram , a guilty pleasure in a while. And .... I have found very interesting stuff. Hehehe
Shoutouts to the two important angels of my life who have been following my posts daily. Cheer up gals , both of you are good enough , if no one wants you , marry wai kin and you'll be happy forever.
Mistakes in a proper subset of love.
Hurt comes as a package with choices
But what do people do ?
STFU AND MOVE ON
draw references to this please
As usual , what I blog is purely to explore into my emotional world and shouldnt be taken too seriously. Hah joke , since when has anyone takene seriously except for the time when I said I farted
XO
LCY
Shoutouts to the two important angels of my life who have been following my posts daily. Cheer up gals , both of you are good enough , if no one wants you , marry wai kin and you'll be happy forever.
Mistakes in a proper subset of love.
Hurt comes as a package with choices
But what do people do ?
STFU AND MOVE ON
draw references to this please
As usual , what I blog is purely to explore into my emotional world and shouldnt be taken too seriously. Hah joke , since when has anyone takene seriously except for the time when I said I farted
XO
LCY
FATS
well that was my attempt at writing a mysterious piece of writing. Trying real hard not to sound like an idiot when I type.
Well, what happened today has made me realize that, even the toughest people have their weak spots , buried within the depths of their heart.
No Tata, please do not draw reference to any of yourselves because it ISN'T
Hence , from today onwards I have made a resolution to keep everyone around me happy to the best of my ability. And I will ensure that anyone who approaches me will feel happier after they have talked to me .
Wish me luck format oral examination !
Mood meter : 70%
XOXO
N
Well, what happened today has made me realize that, even the toughest people have their weak spots , buried within the depths of their heart.
No Tata, please do not draw reference to any of yourselves because it ISN'T
Hence , from today onwards I have made a resolution to keep everyone around me happy to the best of my ability. And I will ensure that anyone who approaches me will feel happier after they have talked to me .
Wish me luck format oral examination !
Mood meter : 70%
XOXO
N
Numb
Our stories and past teach us to be braver, smarter, Stronger and to be numb about particular events.
Personal experiences of friends teach us to Be more intelligent and be more nonchalant to particular events
But why is it that such particular events can pose so much pain ?
Closure. That's what you need.
That's what I keep telling my self.
But then again, who needs closure when the memory that hurts you is the memory that you want to keep ?
Cheer up sweetie.
XOXO
N
Personal experiences of friends teach us to Be more intelligent and be more nonchalant to particular events
But why is it that such particular events can pose so much pain ?
Closure. That's what you need.
That's what I keep telling my self.
But then again, who needs closure when the memory that hurts you is the memory that you want to keep ?
Cheer up sweetie.
XOXO
N
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Impossible
I feel easily irritated these days. So I apologize to anyone whom I've pissed off.
Too tired to even type but never too exhausted to do work. That's what she said.
XOXO
N
Someday, it's gonna snap.
Too tired to even type but never too exhausted to do work. That's what she said.
XOXO
N
Someday, it's gonna snap.
Lesson
Today , before I sleep , i will reflect on what I have learnt, apart from schoolwork.
This Is a development from one of my previous blogpost. Being an outsider isn't that bad of a thing at all. Given the circumstances , I would say that it is better to stay at the periphery and look at developments. Because the less you know , the less you need to care. The more oblivious you are the less you need to worry. Then again , it only applies to certain special situations. Special parents that is.
;)
XOXO
N
This Is a development from one of my previous blogpost. Being an outsider isn't that bad of a thing at all. Given the circumstances , I would say that it is better to stay at the periphery and look at developments. Because the less you know , the less you need to care. The more oblivious you are the less you need to worry. Then again , it only applies to certain special situations. Special parents that is.
;)
XOXO
N
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Twilight.
My reaction to anger has always been different from many other people. But basically people have different forms of angry reaction and management do who am I to say that mine is the most unique ?
Well , for starters, I would have to say that my reaction to anger varies. As I can tell, I am quite an annoying person to my friends hahaha but I just keep annoying them oops. And since I am always the one instigating the angst I always tell myself that I haven't one else to blame but myself.
Ok I'm lazy to type bye
XOXO
N
Well , for starters, I would have to say that my reaction to anger varies. As I can tell, I am quite an annoying person to my friends hahaha but I just keep annoying them oops. And since I am always the one instigating the angst I always tell myself that I haven't one else to blame but myself.
Ok I'm lazy to type bye
XOXO
N
Rush
Why can't I feel the urgency to study ? This is going nowhere. I really need to buck up and work hard and mug my ass off to be able to make my promise with you. 
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Outsider
Things always end this way.
No matter how many times
You try to forget about it
Things always end this way
No matter how many times
You try to forget about it
Things always end this way
Sunday, August 05, 2012
挽回
Hello my loyal readers , basically the reason for my constant Mia is either because I am too lazy or that I am trying to fight for time in my insane schedule. So I guess I'll just be posting during the weekends then .
As you can infer from my previous post , yes , I was at the national day parade preview. Had my Amath tuition in the morning but I couldn't quite keep up but in the end I managed to catch on what my teacher had told me . Shall do some questions on it to prepare for the mock exam tomorrow. Then I watched abit of the Olympics on the tv . The weather was so cold and the air con was turned on so I was literally a human popsicle !
Then richie came and we did some studying together (not productive). And then I bathed and we left for The Float ! It's funny how I manage to know my way to that place without looking at any map hehehe HAO LIAN abit .
Changed three trains and wound up at dhoby ghaut. Went out to pee ooops . And then we bought drinks for some nan hua performers and spazzed over girls generation(well, only me I guess )
After getting off at promenade we didn't head for the seats though the gates were open . We found our way to the F1 put to find the nan hua performers ! We were so scared that we were gonna be chased out but I told richie to walk as if you know the place , and true enough , we made it ! Hehehe 😏😏😏😏😏
Hung outside the waiting room cause we were so scared to go in. It's the same room as the YOG performers last time. But fortunately I saw my primary school friends and they told us we could go in so , WE DID.
And yeah , the NDP began.it was quite a good show , not exceptionally special but good enough in my word . Anyway I would like to say that I am so very proud to be Singaporean because we are the coolest 5million people on earth!
So yeah. Went home with richie and had a lil heart to heart with him. I feel quite guilty that I haven't been there for him all this while when I could've. Sigh I must be a terrible friend.
Anyway I stayed up till 4 in the morning to watch the singapore team ace again north Korea and they played quite well !
That's all
xoxo
N
As you can infer from my previous post , yes , I was at the national day parade preview. Had my Amath tuition in the morning but I couldn't quite keep up but in the end I managed to catch on what my teacher had told me . Shall do some questions on it to prepare for the mock exam tomorrow. Then I watched abit of the Olympics on the tv . The weather was so cold and the air con was turned on so I was literally a human popsicle !
Then richie came and we did some studying together (not productive). And then I bathed and we left for The Float ! It's funny how I manage to know my way to that place without looking at any map hehehe HAO LIAN abit .
Changed three trains and wound up at dhoby ghaut. Went out to pee ooops . And then we bought drinks for some nan hua performers and spazzed over girls generation(well, only me I guess )
After getting off at promenade we didn't head for the seats though the gates were open . We found our way to the F1 put to find the nan hua performers ! We were so scared that we were gonna be chased out but I told richie to walk as if you know the place , and true enough , we made it ! Hehehe 😏😏😏😏😏
Hung outside the waiting room cause we were so scared to go in. It's the same room as the YOG performers last time. But fortunately I saw my primary school friends and they told us we could go in so , WE DID.
And yeah , the NDP began.it was quite a good show , not exceptionally special but good enough in my word . Anyway I would like to say that I am so very proud to be Singaporean because we are the coolest 5million people on earth!
So yeah. Went home with richie and had a lil heart to heart with him. I feel quite guilty that I haven't been there for him all this while when I could've. Sigh I must be a terrible friend.
Anyway I stayed up till 4 in the morning to watch the singapore team ace again north Korea and they played quite well !
That's all
xoxo
N
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