Agony

Sometimes it's really tough in life for me. 

Many a times I choose to forgo my own aspirations to achieve the hopes for others and their expectations. 

And I know that it should be the right thing to do. 

But still , something inside will constantly yank at my own conscience , demanding for me to be self-centered just this once , to think only about my own interests that's all. 

In any case , this voice gradually loses the fight , leaving the only victim to be myself 

A conflicted soul. 

Anyway, despite all these thoughts , I know that giving in will always be right , it has been , and It will always be. Because that's really basically what I am and how I can relate to about myself. 

I am Abnegation.