Meltdown

Really bushed out for the past few days but I know all this effort will ultimately do good for me. 

'Fight the good fight' as they say

If only I could just push the negative thoughts in my head away whenever I study though. Not gonna explain further because it's really rather childish that I blame myself constantly for being so weak?! 

Stayed back till late with Ellie to do my work and had a heart to heart talk with her which I really enjoyed. Went on mini adventures with her to Dover heights to explore new places weeeew we be elman exploras yarz.....?!!? 

Shared dinner with her over a huge TUB of fried rice and 5 bottles of yakult which we bought on impulse.......

Anyway ,just wanna say how I find Ellie being such an inspiration to me and that I have so much to learn from her. Her mental strength and willpower is something which I can only wish for. In face of all these challenges and adversities , she still manages to pull through and maintain her front and be strong enough to push her friends along. 

Well that was  basically an entire paragraph of what I feel about my friend .

Lulcatzxc it's time to study for history